from the blackberry?

I really am quite technologically advanced if I do say so myself.

i have mad cow disease

today is going to be a really cranky, angry, bitter, bitchy day. and knowing this makes me angrier, crankier, bitterier (it's a word so shut it) and bitchier.

i mean who has time for starters to update a friggen blog at 0600h. oh right me, cuz i have been awake STEWING all night.

i would just like to say, it's pretty darn sad when you have to live in the past. when you live there, you don't live here. think about what that does to those around you, close to you. and with every word out of your mouth intended to make one feel foolish, you know it's only a cover to make yourself feel better. it must be a terrible self-realization to know you have such a mean vindictive streak having run your mouth to cut others down and that you are fighting a losing battle. sometimes life sucks. sometimes it's downright shitty.

but guess what, here's what you need to do; quit being such a baby, get up, dust yourself off, put on your big girl panties, hold your chin high and have some self respect. shut your mouth. quit trying to make others look bad cuz you feel you were so wronged. own it. you'll have a different perspective on life if you do. you'll feel better if you do. and you deserve it, not to mention the people close to you.

the choice is yours. i'd say thanks for ruining my day...but i am taking my own advice. own it, move on. done.

ARGH!

i JUST did a posting and somehow erased it all. MEH! i'll give you the jist of it;

~ tired. 1.5 weeks to go til my work schedule resumes to normal.
~ anxiety. 10 days til my first born goes to middle school.
~ indecision. firing our realtor and starting over. lots to consider.
~ anticipation. whistler is almost over. we can finally have our family intact the way it should be.
~ motivation. needed desperately! :) post vacay blues. back to blueberries & chicken. gym? ew!

i'm just going to sit here and relax with my coffee. and i feel perfectly justified in doing so.

xo

Vegas 2009

Well, we survived. 5 nurses on the loose in Las Vegas. A great time had by all. I did the things that I personally set out to do...lay in the sun, eat (& eat & eat), shop...a severe lack of sleep still wears on me today, but was well worth it.

I was introduced to the Cheesecake Factory, Pandora, Dooney & Bourke. I finally got my Coach bag. The Lion King Production was fantastic. One of our nights out, which ended at 0500h, was a fun-filled night of the Ghost Bar, The Moon Bar, which are both high-rise, patio style nightclubs, The Playboy Club and much drinking. And I know why I don't do that often. Far too old for that kind of debauchery. But I do miss Szechuan.

Vegas 2009 Bitches.

xo

24 hours til we get on a plane!

I Blog, therefore I am...

SO, here we go! I thought I would try my hand at blogging! I follow some very lovely blogs & decided that I wanted my own! So after much thought, and many re-do's, some lovely blog advice from an experienced blogger, this is it. For now.....

I spent all morning on the couch with coffee trying to get this up & running. See? You can teach an old doggie new tricks!!! But now I am off to do chores. Don't be sad! These chores are fun! Travel insurance, exchange some money, maybe start packing.....for what you say? Oh just a little thing I call a trip to Las Vegas with the girls! I am so friggen excited. VEGAS!

Happy Saturday! xo